I am really interested in knowing how people reconcile with DIL, our son seems to want relationship but is unable to and I guess, still appear to be supportive of her. I have tried many types of contact over the  last couple years, she has never expressed to us why she is angry, son can seem to come up with concrete answer, either, it is almost like We are just simply not welcome. It is causing a big rift and is affecting everyone but her.

I'm up with a squiggly little baby.  

I'll tell you the truth, as much as I love this little guy I'm terrified.  My husband is irritated that I continue to blame myself...but whether it was my fault or not, somehow I lost two of my adult children.  Something went wrong somewhere and I either caused it or was unable to stop it.  How did I go from cradling them to this?  And how can I avoid it?  And why can't I stop it with the two I have?  Neither will tell me what is wrong, both punch…

when i gather my thoughts, i will write all about it.  for now, let me just say, NEVER, EVER, EVER give up hope!

for welcoming me back it truly makes it feel good I have been so down but I know that is not healthy. I can see and tell there are some very good hearted people that have wound up in the same situation as me.   While I  have no clue why my son quit talking to me the time has reached an insane amount now at almost 6 years.Going forward I try to remain positive and I wish you all peace and I hope that better days are in store for all of us that suffer this heartbreaking pain. Here's to a good…

 Here I am back after a long time away. My situation hasn't changed with my ES. I guess I try to not think about it and I know the site can be helpful. Reality is, it has been 6 years in March, since my son spoke to me. His life has gone on and they had a baby boy who will be 1 this month. I have  seen pictures but never have seen him. I am beginning to think that things will never change, as I have hoped and prayed and they remain the…